Do you have depression or Anxiet or Bipolar Disorder PTSD ?

There are many symptoms of depression, including low mood, feelings of hopelessness, low self-esteem, lethargy and sleep problems. ... This test will help you to assess whether you could be suffering from depression. Give answers based on how you've been feeling during the last two weeks. i have deep depression and PTSD , i have been dealing with it since the age of 18 and am 38 now , i cant complain i am much luckier than alot of people dealing with harder things and problems in life .

i wish everyone good health and happiness 

Well princejuju, i feel your symptoms in entirety.  That is why I play online or find relief on the computer. Im sorry to say for both of us, but we are not the only ones. I have experienced it since i was about 11 until now. But I know what it takes to cope and what doesn't help but hinder, I change the setting. That's why we talk a lot or in this case type. I wish you well!  

Trust me you are not alone, just be strong and raise your self esteem. That is the only part that you mentioned that I have not experienced.  Because, when I feel I'm failing in whatever it is, I stop before, analze where I went wrong, and move on to another venture or task. I'm a serious multitasker. Then I am still analyzing where I went wrong on the first time, and try it again. But I will not try more than 3 times.

Also, it is usually a person(s) that will lower your esteem. because they may have low self esteem. As the old saying , Misery loves company".  So you should move away, and remind yourself that you are who you are and you are not to be judged or let anyone put you down. But it is the life we live in, and we have to make the best of it. And whatever happend to you at the age of 11, you might want to talk about it, or what I do, is try to forget it and don't want to talk it about it and make the best of my life, without remeberinga bad situation.

Well I just wrote a book,  Sorry!

Hold your head high. And please don't let loosing while gambling. if that does it take a break and play free without money until you can get your strength back.  I hope i helped a little.

its not a long story , its really correct everything you said , i think the hardest part of depression is Admiting to yourself that you have a problemor depression , over coming self guilt and learning how to control your mood swings , about gambling it helps , it just makes me feelmuch better , i guess i was a gambler since birth lol , thanks for your post it s great and your very wise 

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